Brennan has been marathon breastfeeding eating almost every hour or two. It is making my body extremely tired. I am trying to keep up with his growing body. I just want to sleep. I love that boy. I am glad that I decided to breastfeed. To be able to provide nutrients to him with my body is truly an amazing capability. Plus it saves so much money that I would have to spend if he ate formula.

I promise that when I go back to work next Monday, May 5 that I will not complain to my husband about having to go back to work. I know that it will be difficult since I already have a terrible attitude about the place. I had a fortune cookie that said “Creativity is poisoned by boredom”. That is exactly how I feel when I am at work. Nothing to do. No work at all. But I promise again, that I will not vent to my husband about my woes.

Here are a few photos from our trip to Hermosa Beach. Brennan loved putting his feet in the sand.

We finally made it out to the beach. I will post photos tomorrow of our little adventure. I have been also trying to make a habit to write letters to Brennan for him to read in the future. I also had a chance to upload videos of his birth onto my laptop. He has grown so much, not just physically. He has just a wonderful little personality.

I think I want to head out to the beach pretty soon. But I doubt that I will. This is probably the first Saturday that we are actually home. We usually are out all day long. It sure does look like a beautiful sunny day in Southern Cali. I wouldn’t want to leave this place for the East Coast. Although, I don’t know what it is reallly like to have different seasons. That is quite okay with me. I don’t think I could handle the 30 feet of snow that the east coast went through this past winter time. To me 50 degrees is cold enough. Thank you very much. I think I will just stare out the window.

I have this problem. I consider it to be a pretty big problem actually. I have a problem finishing things. Whether it be an art project, finishing my degree in Graphic Design, or cleaning the bathroom, this problem tends to span across everthing I do. Well I did finish a BA in Psychology. Not that it do anything good for me.

Okay, even though I don’t finish many things, there are a few things that I do complete. For example, this blog. It took me 2 and a half years to complete. But I finally did it. I don’t know why it took me so long. I have many layout designs that I actually completed throughout those 2 and a half years. Maybe having a baby kind of motivated me. I see already in three months how much Brennan has grown. Life passes by fast. It made me think. I will create a list of things that I need to complete.

We’ll see if I ever finish that list…

Brennan is starting to experiment with different noises. Grunting, squaking, bleeping. So weird! The doctor told us the stranger the sounds the better for his verbal development. I just can’t believe how much he has bloomed in three months. In just about a week and a few days, these glorious days with my son will be long gone, since I will have to return to work. Well in May, it will be part-time, but then in June I will be returning full-time. I am really treasuring the days I have with him. Believe me, I really am.